This is it?

why have a girl friend.. dats takes wat u say lightly... doesnt care if u call.. doesnt message u.. doesnt make an effort to make convo or even hear ur voice.. i am not too sure.. why.. Arghh.. i'm starting to think my life is actually going down the shitter with everyone else around me.. this is sooo not me.. wait it is.. i am not sure.. is this really.. how it is surpose to be? i dont know .. why dont u tell me! explain to me in a million and one.. word essay.. include a intro / body and conlcusion.. and u might get a prize of a big FUK U! hahaha.. watever.. CLICK BOOM>>>>> DEAD wat ever...